Nose got pierced didn't it!

I had my nose pierced at Beauty Spot in the indoor market by an American bloke who's arms were thicker than my head.

He asked me if I wanted the gun or the needle, turns out needle is more precise but takes long! I didn't care how long it took really. Next thing I knew, I was on the chair, clamped up having a big stick pushed through my nostril. It didn't hurt but looked hilarious. My eyes didn't water either! I had the needle there for a while as he fiddled with the stud, pushed it through, screwed it up and hey presto. It bled for ages and hurt abit afterwards but otherwise no problems! I think my mum actually quite likes it and my grandma said it was 'very cool'.

I'll tell you what's very cool, moving out! My new room is bigger than the lounge in my family home! Nice. 

Other than that, nothing. 

And, fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.

So, so, so stressed that I feel violent and upset all the time. What makes it worse is that I know I'm wasting my time even caring.

This time next week...

I'll be in my new home :).

I have been quite ill and generally down recently. I hope it clears up quickly so I can be gone and have fun.

Someone, I don't know who exactly, but someone has brought up the idea of a lovely trip to Centre Parcs. The usual Lushies on tour once again! Lauren, Liz, Helen and I will be hitting yet another party destination, bringing along the Lauren Special and the Apron Dance. I'm quite excited. :)

This is Rossy, he's really cute but gets too excited and puts his teeth on whatever he can grab that looks like skin. He likes Budgies and other dogs.

16 days left.

Today, I went to Cedar Farm with Sarah and Mum. We had a pleasant meal outside in the little garden, which was somewhat ruined by uninvited wasps. It was, none the less, very yummy. After, Sarah and i went to feed the goats and chickens. They were particularly frisky today, but the big white one was subdued as usual. He can't have any food because it makes him sick, so I spent an unusually long time stroking his neck, which he seemed to like :). Two children who I presume were under the age of 10 came into the animal area alone and I saw them picking up little bits of maize from the ground to try to feed the goat, so I went and offered to share my tub of food with them. They were really excited! They found it the funniest when the big white one started to wee.
One of the tiny baby goat tried to eat a bit of my jeans and got hold of a part of Sarah's pants and wouldn't let go! Sarah had to open his mouth to be able to get her pants back! It was lovely :) Feeding goats feels funny on your hand.

Other than that it's been quite a sad day.

Someone with money can buy you rings.

THERE'S ONLY SO MUCH DIY I CAN TAKE. :(
monthsmonthsmonthsmonths.


I feel like i have lost my best friend.
I have been and returned from my summer holiday with Helen. I had fun with Helen, but otherwise, a bad experience. £400+ not very well spent.

I have a new Macbook, which I'm currently on :) It's a bloody handful but exciting.

I have nothing to say really, everything that has happened that's of any significance recently has been something that equates to a ':('...hopefully in the next month that will all change.

UPDATE:
Not everything has been bad, I have a new dentist-he isn't as wonderful as my German Dentist, but he gave me a polish :) He didn't get rid of any plaque, which is unnerving really... POLISHED. Also, I'll be saying 'hello' to a few visiters in my mouth, Mr & Mrs WisdomTeeth after looking at my x-ray which was positively mind blowing.
I LOVE TEETH
I LOVE TEETH
I LOVE TEETH

UPDATE 2:
I want lots and lots and lots of cigarettes :((((