You're just a Barfly baby

Please never stop making music.

I just remembered how brilliant our Ray is.


COME BACK TO ME RAYYY, SING TO ME AGAIN :'(

Nicola Young and Peter Heatley

is my favourite person ever.

She just brought me a bunch of lovely flowers and Reese's Peanut Butter Cups to make me feel better and she totally wins! :)

Nicola bloody Young (L) xxx


TO ADD
I really, really like my brother. He's dead cool actually :) The big brother everyone wants. He comes back from work, makes me laugh a little bit and then asks me if I want the chocolate bar he bought me (L). He also took me for my blood test the other day. Kind boy, but we don't show affection in our family so I just have to write it here :)
hughughughug

Peter Heatley

Cute boy, he just walked into my room with his arms open and said 'eh ohh big hug' like Dipsy. Cute :)

Get the bubbly, I'm going to University.

Today

So I didn't feel too sad and worn out, Marcus sent me a few little surpirses on Facebook.
They're all links to websites where I can look at newfoundlands. (L)!!!


My heartbeat says 'mar-cus, mar-cus, mar-cus' *swoooooooon*

I hate it when tutors swear at me.

It's not as cool as they think.

This is the worst day I have ever had at college- even worse than the time when My tutor stood on the toilet in the cubicle next to mine to see if I was okay over the top of the wall.
I find out this morning, two days before my interview that I have to have twenty boards in my portfolio. Great. I had about 7. I have never heard anything about twenty boards or any kind of amount me need to have, so now I'm desperately running between printing materials trying to scavenge a few decent prints that I can lie about in interview. I also have to come back to college in parent's evening tonight to do more darkroom printing, that's if I have the negatives of course. If I don't I'm absolutely fucked.
It's good of them to be strict and let us know how shit we are now, at crunch time, rather than when we can do something about it, properly. I feel like asking for my student survey sheet on tutor's abilities back so I can mark them down, now. SPITESPITESPITESPITESPITE.

Get well soon Marcus Barnett!! x

Index Print

Marcus Barnett in the form of a puppy. (L)!!!

Today was great because my mum disappeared for ages and then called me outside, she said 'just look at these two little dogs!' When I got outside I was looking at gorillas.

it was exactly this!! One of them was 11 stone, and the other was 12 stone. They were so fluffy and had cute faces that were bigger than mine. One of them laid down and crossed it's front paws over each other! AW.

I got some nice pictures developed today.

Marcus and I spend Friday afternoon on the park with bread and berries. It was lovely because the sun was shining but it was really quite cold :|. The duck mates were sat together sunbathing which was really, really nice. Marcus said 'aw!' at them as soon as he saw them (L). A mum and her little daughter came towards the duck and the little girl said 'we've got no bread!' to her mum, so I offered her some of our loaf, she took the pieces, ran back to her mum and waved and smiled when she got over there. Cute overload or what?! The ducks didn't want the bread though, but she chased them a long way saying 'they don't want it' but continuing to throw it at them. How lovely :)

Success at tesco with my prints, so portfolio is looking alright.

Got mum a great cat-related card for mother's day. It says 'bloody cat stole my milk float again' and someone has drawn a picture of a cat driving a milk float. She'll love it :)

I went to see Damo Suzuki last night with klaus. It was great, he and his (very well dressed) band played a song for, must have been, over an hour. People were doing voluntary contemporary dance, throwing themselves all over the place. None stop laughter :) A man who was dressed in combat gear went around with a disposable camera, taking pictures of people and women's breasts, then he threw the camera up really, really high and it landed on a person behind him. Then, he collected his camera and rested his head on the stage as if he was stretching his legs back and he stayed there for a long time. Classic character. Nobody gave a fuck and it made for great viewing.
The rate the band were playing and amount of dancing people were doing made Marcus and I feel sick and we went for his train.

This is him.

Natasha Richardson has died :| heartbreaking. I'll never be able to watch Parent Trap again, now :(

I'm coughing so hard I think I'm damaging my eyes. This morning I coughed up my whole beans of toast and then some! Later today I coughed so hard into the toilet, I felt like I had nudged all of my insides and when I was gagging, nothing was something out, so it was squeezing even harder to get something out, but nothing came :( It was so painful and I cried. WIMP.
When I came out, mum had medicine ready for me (L). Let's get better.

please, please, please

fuck ooooooofffffffffffffffffffff.

I hate everything about this university business and having to put together a portfolio that they're probably going to turn their noses up at anyway.
fuck off, fuck off, fuck off, fuck off.


Grandad got taken into hospital again.