Paul is my step dad and Hilary is his sister.
She has been dead for six months and we had no idea. I have never felt more of a horrible person.

She has two children, one is two years old and one is five.

Before she died, she had written christmas cards and birthday cards ready to be sent out when she wasn't around. She has been dead since March and we couldn't even go down to see her.


I don't know how to feel.